SO LOST!

Are my decisions wrong? Tell me which part is wrong? Tell me which part is not excruciating? Living a life like this, I am unhappy, I feel empty. Everything is a blur to me.

I'm trying to move forward but I'm stuck. I don't know what I want anymore, I thought I did.

I AM SO LOST!

                     

Big Pores

Because I have big and/or visible face pores.

I’m currently using the orange bottle and about to run out so I went out yesterday to buy a new one but saw the blue bottle where it reads 7 in 1 so I thought why not try it out.

10.02.11

I had Berry Yogurt with friends 3 days ago while waiting for the movie "The Other Woman" to start.

and now it's 3:24am and I'm craving ice cream.

SHOES

Okay so I was cleaning my room then got bored so I took photos of some of my shoes. I almost never get to 

wear some of these.

2NE1

Got this 2NE1 CD for free after purchasing P2,000 worth of Etude House products.

french macarons

After so long of drooling at photos and thinking on when can I possibly taste it, I finally had one the other day. But I was disappointed!.YES! I was disappointed. It`s not as tasty as I expected it to be.  HHhhmmm.. I was full when I tried it though.

I am going out tomorrow with friends to watch Transformers 3, maybe I will buy again and see if I will like it this time.

beauty

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be?

 Nelson Mandela in his 1994 inaugural speech

PINK

bought these lovelies for 60 pesos each.

Sex and the City

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions,those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back.

But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. 

And if you find someone to love the 'YOU' you love, well, that's just fabulous.

After wearing replicas for a long time, I finally own an authentic one. 

 

 Junny gave it to me.  No wait, I asked it from him.

This is the second video I've seen from her. Oh my!  Even though I find it funny. I admire her guts, really!

There is something I want to share. It's been really hard to keep up. Most of the things are just better left unsaid. I just can't  keep up with everything. The idea of not being able to touch, see and feel him is making me sick. It's like you just want to scream on top of your lungs, nothing to hold on but the technology of chatting, voice calls and barely text messaging. Bless this thing we call relationship, we're on a bumpy ride. Whether yes or not he realizes it.

 This long distance thing that that we've been maintaining for more than a year now is really really really hard.

camera

Cameras are the best invention they capture things that deserve to be remembered, and without them, you wouldn't be able to go back and practically relive the moment it in the way that photos bring them alive.

Before, I just can't go out without my camera, but because my camera now is big and heavy, I rarely bring it with me.

I love photos... I love how a lot of things look better in them Not necessarily the ones I take, but just photos in general.

I'm not a photographer. So it should be more like 'from the perspective of a casual observer and a used to be  camwhore'.

So bored

Saw this picture from someone's tumblr. Makes me crave for McDonalds McFloat.

Also, my life has been boring as hell. Makes me sick out of my skull. I have too much time on my hand which I think is a bad thing because it gets me thinking.

I have the most boring life

 I've been watching Vampire Diaries and laying in bed the whole weekend. Nothing really productive with my mundane life.  Also, I've been eating this cheese flavored chips since Monday which makes my stomach sick.

Coppa Bambino

32 mini scoops of indulgent gelato topped with whipped cream, chocolate sauce, nuts and cherries. You'll need to rotate between your friends to finish this one. Served with a fan wafer, poco stick bambino cones and two novelty sticks. Coppa Bambino

See you soon

Junny's back in Japan a week ago. I would have wanted him to stay a little  longer but because he needs to go back for school, there is nothing more really that can make him stay. Three weeks of being together is pretty much long already which makes me miss him even more.

Anyway, we didn't really do interesting stuffs during his stay. We never went to the beach as we planned but definitely we'll do that on his next visit. But, we have been eating, mostly junks that made us gain a little weight.

Below are photos of some of the food we had during his stay. I didn't bother to post the junk photos since who would like to see junk photos right?

I like waiting up in the morning with you

The boyfriend is finally here. We are always together and I love it.

This was taken this morning while I was waiting for him to wake up. I always sleep first at night so I always end up waiting for him to wake up in the morning.

Two single beds? It's the only room available that day. Also, excuse the mess, we went to the beach the morning before and was so lazy to mind.

I don't want to be alone again

I’ll see this guy soon. He’s on his way home ♥

Miss Tangerine

I am an Etude House loyal customer since it opened its branch here in Cebu. So when, I saw this, my heart jump a little bit. :) "Miss Tangerine" Etude House’s new line.  It’s coming out here in the Philippines  March 15, I think.

 The video is so tempting. Wants me to buy every product in this line. But, I need to think on that real hard since I'm cutting down my pointless expenses.

Goodluck to me. :)

03122011

My boyfriend is in Japan for school and the place where he is staying is where the tsunami hit. You can't imagine how worried I am. I started calling him since 9pm till weeee hours in the morning. It feels so horrible hearing  "Japanese language" I can't seem to understand.  All I know is, I can't get hold of him. I was just relieved when he messaged me saying that his ohk and safe.

But, what happened in Japan made me realize how truly self-absorbed some people are.

long weekend

This was when we had our long weekend. 

My friend, Yen and I decided to have coffee. It sucks to be home all day. BORING

 

 Seattle's Best for a change since I think I have too much Starbucks in my system.

I'm still a Starbucks girl though.  GREEN TEA.  Frappe, Iced Latte, Hot or however you do it. ♥♥♥

02142011

because it's v-day. 

hope we are not a thousand (and more) miles apart.

This is what we do

I had Starbucks with two of my close friends the other day. 

New and Old

My new "everyday" watch.

I used to borrow from my sister but because she moved out already, I decided to buy a new watch for myself.

This is an old watch but still my favorite one. I just don't think it is right for everyday use though.

 

 Both watches have these diamond thingy, I just ♥ it

New Shoes

I feel like I never have enough shoes. 

Etude House

I was bored so I took a photo of some of my Etude House make up. 

Oh~m'Eye Lash, RedLipstick, Bling Bling eye stick (white), Code B strong eyes cream liner and BB magic pact powder.  

SINULOG

too little time to tell you how much fun we had, so I will let the images speak for themselves. 

finally!

I've been wanting to own a pair of oxfords but when I get to see one, it's way out of my budget. So when I saw this in one of the malls and found out that it is just a thousand, it feels heaven.. :)

New Year New Blog!

I decided to ditch my old blog and start a new one for this year.

Anyway, things have been  really quiet after new years. It's still days since the year started, so we will see what happens. Let's hope that 2011 will be amazing for me.  crossing fingers

 Hello First Entry!

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