There is something I want to share. It's been really hard to keep up. Most of the things are just better left unsaid. I just can't  keep up with everything. The idea of not being able to touch, see and feel him is making me sick. It's like you just want to scream on top of your lungs, nothing to hold on but the technology of chatting, voice calls and barely text messaging. Bless this thing we call relationship, we're on a bumpy ride. Whether yes or not he realizes it.

 This long distance thing that that we've been maintaining for more than a year now is really really really hard.